worried; perhaps a little disinclined...hmm

2nd week about to begin...still doing homework...need to buck up my subjects
esp. for maths! weakest among the 3 H2, dun count in CSE or GP...they are both bad too...

can't help but worry, so have to improve...repetitions but still have to drill them into my head...blech....

nothing much to think of and type, so I'll probably end it off soon, before continuing on my work and sleep for the night...

argh, the joint at the thigh bone is beginning to sound...bad...cracking/snapping sounds when i swing my whole left leg everytime...right thigh joint is following up soon...with lesser of those disturbing sounds...
doesn't seem to hurt while running or walking...most probably the 9 hour night cycling last year in December during AV Chalet...pushed those muscles too hard i guess...hence the sounds and the pain at my left side...
shit, really hope this won't worsen and affect the NAPFA test and even during NS...or else, all the hard work and effort for the past 2 and a half years will go down the drain...well, we'll see during the medical check-up...now, cross fingers and hope for the best...and also, rest up for the next few months and less stress on it, cause I'm practically standing and using the same muscles...

oh! also cannot get sick this week! want to donate blood, unlike last year when I couldn't, because of sore throat...sian ji puah lol...

1st Week

1st week of school has passed...and everyone's tired already....whew....

got a new GP tutor, who has somehow made us realise how scary this subject can be, and at the same time, how we can enjoy learning its broad-based contents...never too late to realise now, we all got 10 months to prepare for As...though can't help but get worried...

Upcoming tests, tutorials, assignments, new lecture notes, more CCA stuff to settle...the list is not exhaustive, but u get the point on how life for J2s are...

glad to see the class again! been months since we saw each other, and hopefully everyone's got a good break...surely these two weekends will be well used to relax before the start of another hectic one again...

lessons filled with laughter too! esp CSE hahas

had a small meal with Jas today at Bistro Delifrance after pool...hardly tried it, dunno how many years already...not bad for a student meal! lol...

zzz...sleeping soon already, gotta catch up with the daunting Chem TYS given today...

I really hope what my current actions are, will not be misunderstood/misinterpreted

School commences...tmr

About to sleep already...stuff packed too...thinking about the start of the school term, and the start of a long and tedious year...

Feeling a little uptight since today...dunno what it is but, it's smth to do with school...hmm...

responsibility starts to really kick in for CCA...not saying it didn't last year, but more tasks are given this year.......
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whew...school hasn't started last week and I'm feeling a little stressed alr...

well, it's back to tutorials, practicals and lectures!...can't say it's different than last year though, just that the end has a huge obstacle...

hopefully, I can stick to what I've set for myself, gotta stay focused!...arghhh...

ok, time to sleep alr! seeing whole class tmr for the new year!...nites and sleep early!

School term beginning...sian..

Back from Sentosa outing with Amanda, Cindy, Ee Hong, Gabes and Gina!
Fun ttm! the water activity was fun! Also talked until it rained then we left, ate at Vivo then home...
Also bought FBT shorts for Gina, including that and disposable underwear for Gabes! lol!

Was quite late for it, due to buying the stuff and ran out of moneyyy....guys had to take the monorail back to Vivo to pass cash to me...
and also AV stuff back at school...shan't say much about this as well as for the day before...nothing to say...all the logistics is tiring even though the word means coordinating of details of an operation...more of the physical this time...

seriously, a bloody lousy start to a new year and new school term, already quite pek cek about stuff, who knows with the addition of homework, it would all come down real hard...
Mr R said I have to scold sooner or later, which I really dislike or in stronger terms, hate. Thought there isn't a need to scold but seems that things are getting rather too far sometimes as time passes...more responsibility starts to kick in for this year....teaching the future juniors, maintaining their skills and discipline...the lot...
I too did several wrong things...and I would need to forgive and not totally hold the rest responsible...we all did...
having several thoughts of even implementing strict rules if things get really too drastic...but that isn't fair...principles should be set instead, with the full cooperation of others that is..
we all have a job to do, and we have to be serious in it...problem is that if I'm not taken seriously, that's when the pissed-off mark comes in...

forget it, that's over, dun think about it already, just focus on how to improve the situation, that's smth I have to keep telling myself...even though the mind unknowingly slips into the replay and recall mode sometimes...

gonna be both a mentally and physically demanding year ahead...gotta perk up! Jiayous..
also....keep having weird dreams about random places with ppl I know...wonder what they all mean...still, good to be occupied even while sleeping! lol

HNY!

Back from trip to Malaysia!...Car journeys to and fro to destinations were simply boring, long hours here and there..

Went to Sitiawan, then to Cameron Highlands, back to former, then to Malacca...

Whole trip was to take a mind off the busy life we all had back here at home...cause the life there is REAL slow...

Also did the maths holi assignment, finished it there, woo! but, thing is that there are a number of questions left either blank or half-baked...well, more practice needed...

Left Bio and CCA stuff to settle b4 the school term finally starts...time is really gonna pass real fast this year...

New Year, New Resolutions, New Thoughts, New Decisions, New Choices...spent the car journeys thinking....for a long time...yeah...

Hope this year is not too much of a difficult ride, excluding preparations for As...

Pics of trip in fb...Happy New Year!