Bad or worse?

This Friday will determine if I'm gonna have an injury for life, or just a long yet temporary injury.

Whether if my back really has a slipped disc or not, that depends on that X-ray results that I have been waiting for so darn long...

I hope it isn't too bad...an old man at 19+ years old is already hard enough. Feeling that agonising pain every time, every second, is gonna kill me sooner or later.

Just gotta pray now...

Brain(in a)storm

I pray that what I have been thinking for so long...comes true. Even if it's early, I still pray.




On a side note: Pillows are seriously thought-provokers...honest!

On another side note: Hope it doesn't rain tmr! Or else it will ruin the Batam family trip! Prove the weather forecast wrong!

how long..... :(

felt so soulless for the whole day since this morning until I came back from the outing.....

i guess that I can't stay angry for very long....probably a good thing

hopefully I won't experience that intensely miserable feeling again or anytime soon..

the mood instantly kills everything....your thoughts, actions.....everything.....

guess my issue will go unanswered again....need professional help?

Where on earth can you seek help from when you can't turn to even your family and friends for peace or comfort?