Nowadays recently, I keep getting that weird feeling of.....I don't know how to explain...My mind seems to be different in school and at home, switching to some weird mode or something like that...
Maybe it's just me...always thinking here and there everytime...a real bad habit and a pain in the arse. Environment? possibly, but seriously, we've been to school for almost 10 years and counting and that feeling is always there...unexplainable...

Counsellor to see?? I'm also not sure...I don't really seem to be confident of myself lately, hesitating almost every time.
I guess it's me, the person who's paranoid easily, mindful of others' opinions. My dad asks me to be more ignorant of these, but that's hard...time is needed here...

And time really is running out...schedules, plans, lessons...the lot...June holidays are just there for more sleeping hours (really thankful for that though)...
One thing: I need to believe in a religion. Simple as that. Can't be labelled a freethinker forever...
Other than that, I just hope there's someone out there who can somehow enlighten me.

Anyways, today was quite a long day...chem was extended till 9 plus before 10, for GP, we went to the library to do our own stuff...we could ask qns as well...
Lol...one thing I enjoyed the most was playing with Christine's dictionary - the User Hangman game...Gabriel, Hui Jie and I started playing, with one person coming up with the word and the other two guessing it...loads of fun since the end of our break till PE! Ee Hong joined in at the later part of the lesson, and it was laughter most of the time...sorry for using it for such a long time, especially the battery life...

PE, played basketball. One thing: need to stop being a real block (literally) and move! managed to shoot in one, but need loads of improvement here...

That's basically all for today...and last part, convo with Gabe, Ee Hong and Jasper at the bus-stop...lol...

Ok...back to revising...good luck for tmr's GP!