Zzz..recently woke up from a good nap...had a slight flu today...ate medicine and dozed off...

Today was a tiring day...slept at 1am plus due to WR...many thanks to my group for staying up late too!...
Was struggling to keep awake during lesson time...eyelids too heavy to lift up lol...even when after school...consulted Chinese tutor on 作文 and almost fell asleep right next to her...almost dozed off...she even tapped me and said: "你太累了吧..." gasp...

Had AV and China Desk phototaking today...brought the Orientation Shirt, China Desk Shirt along...three sets of clothes worn..
had to miss a bit of maths and the whole Chinese lesson...oh well...i'll be missing out some stuff, have to catch up...esp maths...need to understand Summation of Series better!...

Stayed back for Homecoming Alumni Event but they said the concourse will not be allocated to until the last rehearsal which is the day before it...lol...
thought I had to stay so late until 10:30pm or so...but reached home at around 6pm..dozing off in the bus again...knees always instantly relaxing and making me squat down..luckily, got back up as soon as the knees start relaxing...

Goodness...I hope the e-mail sent to the Tian Yun Beijing Opera Society will go through...spent some days doing it up...
Ok...gotta sleep in a few minutes...Parent-Teacher meeting...and loads of homework this weekend...

Sometimes the things that I think of most...never happen...at first, I looked forward to looking after the house while my parents go to Malaysia for family matters...even thought of vacuuming the floor, using the washing machine, preparing own meals...man...was so enthusiastic about it...even hoped my brother would substitute my parents for the PTM...in the end...parents were not going...argh...
There are similar cases to this, so I guess expect the unexpected...or expect the opposite for me :|...

It's high time I start focusing and temporarily keep my mind off my feelings and thoughts, for the upcoming tests and exams...can't help it, but it really distract me...lack of sleep too...if someone can do that..then so can I in focusing...(All talk, no action for me -- gonna prove that wrong)...one step at a time...too slow/fast can kill that momentum.

Struggles...stress...focus...
I need music to de-stress...games are becoming rather distracting although I hate to admit that...maybe I can get a hobby of playing a musical instrument...let out stress for me...close your eyes and play on...that's what I dream and think of a lot these days... :)


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