End of School!

It's the end of school already! This whole draggy week has finally passed and on to the holidays, accompanied with homework though...sian...

GP Workshop was quite boring in some days, but still attended to learn some stuff and to pass time...Received holiday assignments for the long break to complete, the December holis are a good month to do, recap as well as exercise for next year's NAPFA, training for NS already...gotta look ahead lahs...

Today's CIP was okays...talked a lot to HJ about some stuff, especially on the MW2 he got (All right! Finally someone whom I know plays it!)
Handed in the research for the Xi'an trip, hopefully the info works, as it was hard to find the exact info for Theme 2 in CSE...

Melbourne Trip this Sunday already! Time really passes too damn fast...gotta finish packing for it, and prepare my mind for the flight...the force applied to my brain during take-off affects my concentration by a lot...airsickness still there, but at least it was better than last time, where I didn't dare to even go to the toilet and remain seated throughout the flight. That's nuts, and fortunately, with the years passing, my mind seems to be able to withstand the forces better already, now more confident of eating meals onboard (didn't dare to even consume anything in the past when younger, due to fear of vomitting) and moving around instead of sleeping all the ways...all in the mind as my dad said...

That fear of vomitting was rather bad, as one time, I puked on my jeans and it practically stinked, what's more I did that after the plane touched down! That was in Bangkok, and I was also indirectly chased out by the services in a shop, due to the stench. "Bloody hell!" was all I thought...is that how you treat someone who's looking around? How wude...goodness man, but that's all in the past.

Gotta sleep soon already...and this week was okay I guess...well, yes and no...
Still bothered by something, seemed okay on one day, but changed thereafter...don't know what to say. All I can say to myself: Stop thinking so much about it already, it's almost over. Seems that attempts to thwart these thoughts are slowly working, but with painful flashbacks of memories.
Many say I think too much for others and hardly myself in the process, guess that's true. Truth to be told, I don't really care much about my own when the other party is having a hard time too, seems that as long as the other party is happy, then I feel all right too (Not entirely, just controlling it)
Time heals all wounds, but the scar is still there. Seriously wish next year would be better, please......; that's all I want and perhaps beg in the worst case....despise myself for thinking a lot sometimes...it distracts and wastes effort of even trying to forget about it...oh well, what to do...... Feel better after typing this... :(