had lots of CCA stuff to attend to...2 CCAs are indeed tiring, and since in J2, more time needs to be allocated to homework and revision...well, it was quite a choice to make last year, and hopefully, I can juggle between CCA and work efficiently...
had a GP Diagnostic test on Thursday, and a Chem quiz on R&C today...essay-content subjects have been on my top priority list for improvement, as there's a severe lack of content for GP and CSE, and I'm starting to feel the pressure if both subjects do not improve soon...too late to regret now...not reading while younger, lazy to pick up and read word for word...
The diagnostic test was er....full of crap, even though it was long...gonna get highlighted for my chicken-claw style of writing by Mr Siraj for sure!...quite a way to get his attention lol, if u know what I mean...if things get dire, it's time to consult when free...
the pressure from wanting to score well so badly has made my mind run wild at times...always comparing with my bro's, who got A for his GP in A levels...really commendable, and he's my good example...he reads newspapers since Pri 3, and now, I'm still struggling and pushing myself to read a newspaper...8 years of content can make a lot of difference...wow...mum always reminds non-stop to read his essays and read more...and these endless reminders are somehow a little annoying but true to the core...can't complain...
other than this current problem of essays, it's tutorials for the 3 H2s...sigh...many more months to go...
putting aside homework, school is all right to say the least! also enjoyed time with the class too, even though that's not really shown (ok, maybe the laughs are something more obvious)
also didn't manage to donate blood...too bad once again...this time it's not on my part unlike last year (Sore throat, so was forbidden to donate), it's the medical history of the family, and I need proof that I'm not a carrier of Hep B...guess the jab at birth didn't count...same case for my bro when he attempted to donate...well, there's always next year! hahas! nevertheless, good job Amanda!
now, seriously tired from the draining lifestyle of studying...sleeping soon and enjoying the comfort of the bed...
thinking and thinking...the speech made by the principal has set the mind wondering again...oh man.........
Face it, deal with it; what I remembered from her speech: she's right, I'll keep that in mind and do my best...whatever lies ahead, brace the unexpected and do something good out of it within one's ability...things may turn out better, and also, one would know that the effort and strive put in was really worth it...that I'm certain. It takes time, but it will show how strong-willed a person can be.
next week is another long one, filled with more challenges to see and overcome...bring 'em on!
Hope my mental strength won't be too worn out by the stress, last year was horrid; easily affected by noise. Now, it's much better, but the fuel for such a hard thing to attain more control is...SLEEP -_-zzz
gotta try to sleep b4 11pm on sundays and weekdays lol
nights!
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