had a great weekend of visits!
Mahjong in the afternoon with Ee, Jas and manda, and after that blackjack with liang!
loads of fun and lols, also cause i won some moolah hahas...!
went to visit qm's house too, played Blackjack again, although the lucky streak wasn't there lol, oh well, still got some laughs...
went back home for yet another round of cards again at family gathering till 12am ++...this time the winning streak was back! hua-suan if u ask me, best stroke of luck over the past few years...
sunday was plain work.....damn kinetics, understood much better now today, but still dread the finding out of the gradient...gotta go back to work already so I'll end this off with........
according to the situations I face for the past few weeks, it seems that he wants me to take action and the initiative to help and lead other people....problem is, will I be able to carry that out properly? doubts arise everytime and I find them as lousy excuses to escape smth that everyone hates: failing in the process and embarrassment
have yet to refine myself if i want to help others, but i just feel obliged to do that....help oneself then to help others, or else helping will not be of use to both parties....true to the fact but time never slows down and all i can do is to see, with thoughts swishing and wandering....feels helpless to help, ironic....
so the only to help is to not help? dilemma here.....
ok, enough of thinking so much, and back to work already...ciaos
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