Imminent!

Common Tests are approaching in two days time!.....did a bit of this and a bit of that...but i doubt that's gonna work...one week is not enough, imagine preparing for As....the extreme horror!

this week has been nothing but revising, playing (terribly guilty of this) and eating (Seoul Garden with S02 guys on Monday, and many more on my part...)...
can say that I have to watch what I eat, all the CNY goodies are there left to take hahahas!
but, if u're gonna just leave it there, won't that be leaving it to spoil?
well, eat them and they're gone, for good...and I won't touch them again, that is I won't start hunting for more again hahas.....
just have to watch and control my weight, even though I'm always told I'm thin enough...

Science Centre Workshop was long and perhaps a little boring...discovered that I'm Alu +/+....means I'm a true blue Asian...haha....(being random here; of course not, there're other countries with a higher %)

been to school seeking short consultations for Bio, CSE and Maths....Chem, that's our own part, since she's not in school....

spent too much time playinggggg.....just simply addictive...well, can say that I've cut down on MW2, but Silent Hill, inFamous and all that...well, guilty of playing that a few hours ago.....

seeking a focused and disciplined mind is tough, I've set goals to control myself and yet I failed to follow them....which includes studying, playing, eating, etc etc etc....
shouldn't be too over-ambitious and set realistic and achievable ones...and it will take place after the CTs...

So first on the list:
1. Clear and arrange my notes on all my subjects on the 26th (Top priority)

others....still contemplating though....

I really should stop thinking so much already and focus...even though I managed to hold them back...some would still leak out and flood my train of thought that's on my studies...I'm sure you're facing about the same, although worse, from what I see recently...the struggles and reminders to get a hold of and control yourself...it's tough, obviously, let's face it.
I cannot do much except to shout "Don't give up" or something similar in my own mind, or even have this written on my face, even though it is hard to see that...but everyone has come too far to stop, admist the distractions and obstacles we face battling our mind that's filled with imagination and unnecessary thoughts.

I still feel guilty over what I've done, questioning myself that Why did it have to be you, of all people? creating an unforgettable scar in your life (what I see in my actions), and making you confused, as well as thinking so much about this...that's selfish and wrong of me to do that...
too caught up and lost in my own actions as I was that time...and come to think of it, how stupid I behaved..utterly immature....

Now, I'm not afraid or embarrassed like before, but still having the uncontrolled thought of postulating after my actions...

okay, that's enough..let's not talk about it already. Right now, we all have a huge obstacle to face.
Let's put in our best and see what happens after CTs. You have the strong willpower to do it.
Don't worry too much about other things, for they can wait after this. That's all I can say from here, the rest is all up to you, in your own hands. You can.

Back to CSE already~~~