in check...

zzz...tired from whole week....legs are feeling sore.....

had College Day Rehearsal just now....hectic but with loads o laughs too with juniors!

SPA on Thursday was relatively okay, didn't screw up, hope that 15% won't be totally gone.....

zzz...yawning as I type this post, gotta make this quick and sleep to recuperate....

The rigour of J2 life is starting to hit everyone, and we can't help but worry gradually everytime about the fast-approaching As...this week is somewhat less stressful, unlike a few weeks earlier when we were spammed ttm with homework...but that GP MYE is starting to make me panic a little....
ok..aside from work...mind is bogged up with countless thoughts here....seems hard to thwart them, but I'm starting to gain some control already....can my mind ever stop imagining and having ear-worms everytime?!

also, hearing from GP: 'Humans have insatible desires and wants', so recently told myself: I really should be content with what the situation is now, it's better than in the past already.

Even though sometimes things may seem awry, just be happy with what you have and stop thinking of more...give it up and face it. People lead their own lives, and you can't blatantly and instantly judge/perceive that as something against you; it's not right at all and obviously, it's really jumping to conclusions.
the mind seems to keep replaying and thinking again and again without fail...still fighting that, I can win and thwart it, for the greater good and for a clearer and disciplined mind...

I need a religion, seriously. Easy to just say it out like that, but from what I understand for a long time, I hope that it can be something to calm my mind and confide in a god that will help to lead me and advise me in the right way. That will help me be a better person. Obviously, no god is a gumball machine; you can't just get something all the time with a snap of a finger, that's not correct.
Exposed to several religions from at home and around my environment, even my parents say it's entirely up to my choice to confide in one. One thing is that my parents have each of their own religion, and they're together, hahas....(random.....)


right....i think that's enough already....gotta sleep and pia for the weekend....gambatte!