move on

fight on....fight on...
that's what's been going on through my mind...just about 2 months...and it will end...and also another thing arises, solving that stagnant thing that's been there over a long time...

It's hard, I'm doing what I can to stop...it's not a damn excuse here, it's going against what you felt...

but

it makes you stronger, tougher and somehow in a rather negative way to put it, more stone-hearted...
if ppl can do it, why not I?

Few questions have popped up in my head
not gonna say here, not until after everything is over, to say the least

Doing nothing doesn't mean I don't care/dislike/hate you, it feels that it's the only way to prevent misunderstandings and affecting each other, especially with that huge As in front of us, it's not going to work out...
why? seems that doing something always ends up as something bad, and it's back to square one (or zero), that's why

that's all I want to talk about...others are worth bringing up, but now's not the time...you do well, I do well, we do well, that's fine..sacrifices must be made, no matter how bad the repercussions may be to me, cause this is our own future we are carving here, and affecting someone else's is just wrong, definitely wrong...

ok, let's do this

mock exams this week, do what I can do to the best within my ability