zzz ttm...

Tiring week....more homework....less sleep...

Since the J1s came in, things were getting busier for my CCA, well, can treat this as a form of practice before getting new members and training...rather bad if I can't even rmb the equipment needed for outdoor/indoor...so it's a good experience!

Also celebrated Jasper's and Hui Jie's Birthday! Happy 18th Birthday guys!
As well as, Happy B'Day to Charlene (last week) and Yu Han (yesterday) too!

Hopefully, can do well for the Bio Lecture Test...the Periodicity Assignment today...was rather bad for the last part...did wrongly...
well, like Grace said for the Practical, what to do get scolded lor! lol, ok maybe not too lol...

Parent Teacher Conference today too, till 9 plus at night! The ambassadors and some SCs spotted Mac with me, and well, got their attention, since they have not eaten yet...oops...

Also got reminded not to eat at Control Room! Bad example as VP...will take that in mind next time...
The only tiring part was the shifting of the Visualiser witht the metallic table back from the LT3 Control room, down to near the stage...
any problem, have to see on Monday during Maths Lecture....whoops...

Forever worried about GP and CSE...essays are our greatest enemies...wish to thwart this negative thinking...well, have to action more by putting in more effort once again...

Ok....now's the time to enjoy sleeping! Needa energy for the increasing pile of homework...

The past is starting to haunt me, and the mind has to think about it unknowingly despite efforts to control the ever-wandering organ and get focused...it's inevitable, but still have to face it...pointless to run away

Gonna type this fast before going back to revision and cutting newspaper articles for China Desk that I have not done so when I got the msg hours ago!

Rawr....been keeping the stack since October last year till NOW....goodness man....definitely not bringing that forsaken stack, just gonna take out the pages, grab some tape, and probably bring to school tmr to do instead....dun forget some blank A4 paper...

Thank goodness for an hour break after Chem...planning to get busy already...also haven't touched the Bio Tutorial on Chromosomal Mutation and Continuous/Discontinuous Variation...so much work, so little timeee...

What's hardest won, most easily lost? Time!

ok, enuff typing already....got things to rush and revise...

AND....get ready for a little surprise HJ and Jas ...hahahahahaha!....the latter should be XD

we'll seeee tmr.....LOL..

Gotta have an early night....

2nd week oovveerr...

finally the 2nd week is over!...seemed long for everyone, and another good weekend to treasure once again!

had lots of CCA stuff to attend to...2 CCAs are indeed tiring, and since in J2, more time needs to be allocated to homework and revision...well, it was quite a choice to make last year, and hopefully, I can juggle between CCA and work efficiently...

had a GP Diagnostic test on Thursday, and a Chem quiz on R&C today...essay-content subjects have been on my top priority list for improvement, as there's a severe lack of content for GP and CSE, and I'm starting to feel the pressure if both subjects do not improve soon...too late to regret now...not reading while younger, lazy to pick up and read word for word...

The diagnostic test was er....full of crap, even though it was long...gonna get highlighted for my chicken-claw style of writing by Mr Siraj for sure!...quite a way to get his attention lol, if u know what I mean...if things get dire, it's time to consult when free...

the pressure from wanting to score well so badly has made my mind run wild at times...always comparing with my bro's, who got A for his GP in A levels...really commendable, and he's my good example...he reads newspapers since Pri 3, and now, I'm still struggling and pushing myself to read a newspaper...8 years of content can make a lot of difference...wow...mum always reminds non-stop to read his essays and read more...and these endless reminders are somehow a little annoying but true to the core...can't complain...

other than this current problem of essays, it's tutorials for the 3 H2s...sigh...many more months to go...

putting aside homework, school is all right to say the least! also enjoyed time with the class too, even though that's not really shown (ok, maybe the laughs are something more obvious)

also didn't manage to donate blood...too bad once again...this time it's not on my part unlike last year (Sore throat, so was forbidden to donate), it's the medical history of the family, and I need proof that I'm not a carrier of Hep B...guess the jab at birth didn't count...same case for my bro when he attempted to donate...well, there's always next year! hahas! nevertheless, good job Amanda!

now, seriously tired from the draining lifestyle of studying...sleeping soon and enjoying the comfort of the bed...

thinking and thinking...the speech made by the principal has set the mind wondering again...oh man.........

Face it, deal with it; what I remembered from her speech: she's right, I'll keep that in mind and do my best...whatever lies ahead, brace the unexpected and do something good out of it within one's ability...things may turn out better, and also, one would know that the effort and strive put in was really worth it...that I'm certain. It takes time, but it will show how strong-willed a person can be.

next week is another long one, filled with more challenges to see and overcome...bring 'em on!

Hope my mental strength won't be too worn out by the stress, last year was horrid; easily affected by noise. Now, it's much better, but the fuel for such a hard thing to attain more control is...SLEEP -_-zzz

gotta try to sleep b4 11pm on sundays and weekdays lol

nights!

worried; perhaps a little disinclined...hmm

2nd week about to begin...still doing homework...need to buck up my subjects
esp. for maths! weakest among the 3 H2, dun count in CSE or GP...they are both bad too...

can't help but worry, so have to improve...repetitions but still have to drill them into my head...blech....

nothing much to think of and type, so I'll probably end it off soon, before continuing on my work and sleep for the night...

argh, the joint at the thigh bone is beginning to sound...bad...cracking/snapping sounds when i swing my whole left leg everytime...right thigh joint is following up soon...with lesser of those disturbing sounds...
doesn't seem to hurt while running or walking...most probably the 9 hour night cycling last year in December during AV Chalet...pushed those muscles too hard i guess...hence the sounds and the pain at my left side...
shit, really hope this won't worsen and affect the NAPFA test and even during NS...or else, all the hard work and effort for the past 2 and a half years will go down the drain...well, we'll see during the medical check-up...now, cross fingers and hope for the best...and also, rest up for the next few months and less stress on it, cause I'm practically standing and using the same muscles...

oh! also cannot get sick this week! want to donate blood, unlike last year when I couldn't, because of sore throat...sian ji puah lol...

1st Week

1st week of school has passed...and everyone's tired already....whew....

got a new GP tutor, who has somehow made us realise how scary this subject can be, and at the same time, how we can enjoy learning its broad-based contents...never too late to realise now, we all got 10 months to prepare for As...though can't help but get worried...

Upcoming tests, tutorials, assignments, new lecture notes, more CCA stuff to settle...the list is not exhaustive, but u get the point on how life for J2s are...

glad to see the class again! been months since we saw each other, and hopefully everyone's got a good break...surely these two weekends will be well used to relax before the start of another hectic one again...

lessons filled with laughter too! esp CSE hahas

had a small meal with Jas today at Bistro Delifrance after pool...hardly tried it, dunno how many years already...not bad for a student meal! lol...

zzz...sleeping soon already, gotta catch up with the daunting Chem TYS given today...

I really hope what my current actions are, will not be misunderstood/misinterpreted