School's starting already and time is really needed here!....

Did Chem and CSE yesterday, finished up most of them, did Maths today, planned to do Bio and GP, but I guess Maths really took a lot of time, plus game time...new games bought by bro, so tried it out....
really have to make the choice of going into the utility room to study, since the other com and PS have booming and distracting noise that really affect my attention span :(
what's the study room for when you can do your work, and on the other hand, there's someone playing....got no power to say here....looks like I can't do my work in front of the com....still pondering over this dilemma here....

GP test is approaching fast and I haven't really 'imbibed' yet....been doing all the past work that was supposed to hand in last week....
New plan: Finish Bio tutorials and Chem Rxn Kinetics TYS by tmr, provided that I don't have so much work....got CCA CIP to settle again before Mr R. leaves on Thursday....

also running tmr with hong and jas....that KFC on friday was fattening ttm, even though i ate the least! lol
need timee managementt hereee......rawr.....too many roles in JC already.....hopefully it won't be too overwhelming after the common test....

on a side note: stupid haze has been irritating my nose, sneezing on occasions....pray the sinus that was gone since the beginning of this year, won't suffer a relapse again in the morning....
another side note: what to get by this friday...hmm....
yet another side note: read the online GCE A Level timetable, apparently Chem Paper 3 starts first on 9th Nov, and the worst part, ends on 2nd Dec with Bio Paper 1!!!!!! seems long but thank goodness for good breaks between exams, although some are on the same day....check out if you are free....

http://www.seab.gov.sg/SEAB/aLevel/2010GCEATimetable.pdf

again another side note: been blog-hopping and fb-hopping too much! gotta stop that already....
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ok, too many side notes and incoming thoughts will shorten my sleeping time...gtg.....and jiayous S02!

Got back Chinese results, grade's the first letter of the language!...ok...didn't really die until that badly, thought I would pass really badly at first...can't really say much cause I still got the same grade as O levels...not retaking again!

was a waste during Sec 4 when I got the same C5 despite retaking it the second time...well not this time....5 more to go...1 (PW) approaching next month! the rest are next year....

more 'AAAA's this time!...grats to them! feels honoured to stand when ppl are clapping for you...

problem is they didn't show GP, killer paper..but nvm, it's our turn and it's really pressuring...

after that, went to Lot 1 to eat with Hong and Jas...made a promise to jog on Monday hahas...and English is encouraged between the 3 of us, since Chinese is gone...feels a little awkward since I usually converse in Chinese to Hong, but u get the point lol...u noe what I mean...

got lots of work waiting...but take a short break tonight...have to pia during the weekend...

get more sleep tonight as well....it's always 8 hours or less since the start of the year....

Zzz...

Just saw the class blog....full of homework!!!....somemore visiting this weekend, siannnn....

well, gotta tackle some tonight, esp the delayed Carboxylic Acid TYS......always wanted to do before 7:35 in the morning, but.....seems that my bladder is forbidding that........lol

PE of 300 reps today, a little tired after that, and the wrist is hurting again, thigh seems to be ok despite snaps, hopefully that won't cause any problems to running....

talked with Hong and Jas outside sanctuary, about PW and other stuff...nice to reminisce about the past, how we struggled with PW, OP experiences, how we sounddd like in our OP (esp Jas)

spun like nuts on the chair and vomitted in the end during cse, im ok already, sorry to make u guys feel guilty Hong and HJ, im all right after that, survived PE together somemore!

stupid motion sickness, seems to be all right on the aeroplane, well, not exactly for bus rides (the one back in Melbourne: Horror bouncing in my head... X_X)

work is awaiting to be written...gotta end this post soon....

got a gazillion questions to ask you....but they're still left dwelling in my head, lingering....perhaps forever?...seems so hard to raise it up...

Pause for a sec...

had a great weekend of visits!

Mahjong in the afternoon with Ee, Jas and manda, and after that blackjack with liang!
loads of fun and lols, also cause i won some moolah hahas...!

went to visit qm's house too, played Blackjack again, although the lucky streak wasn't there lol, oh well, still got some laughs...

went back home for yet another round of cards again at family gathering till 12am ++...this time the winning streak was back! hua-suan if u ask me, best stroke of luck over the past few years...

sunday was plain work.....damn kinetics, understood much better now today, but still dread the finding out of the gradient...gotta go back to work already so I'll end this off with........

according to the situations I face for the past few weeks, it seems that he wants me to take action and the initiative to help and lead other people....problem is, will I be able to carry that out properly? doubts arise everytime and I find them as lousy excuses to escape smth that everyone hates: failing in the process and embarrassment

have yet to refine myself if i want to help others, but i just feel obliged to do that....help oneself then to help others, or else helping will not be of use to both parties....true to the fact but time never slows down and all i can do is to see, with thoughts swishing and wandering....feels helpless to help, ironic....
so the only to help is to not help? dilemma here.....

ok, enough of thinking so much, and back to work already...ciaos

Thought today was gonna be a bad day since I only slept at 2, doing hw! Instead, it was both work and fun, double the enjoyment and happiness!

Road Run was ok, helping out at AV, recording results and looking after ppl's bags...good to get busy sometimes...congrats to Hazel, Lr and QM for getting among the top 20 positions in their category!

Lessons went smoothly, and went to Yi Siew's house for CNY gathering with class, awesome ttm man! Meal's good, had games and karaoke songs till bout 10...
not much voice already, too much high-pitched straining...rough now lol...

ok, gtg soon, gonna be a day of visiting from classmates and family!