Time's a commodity

84 days left, exactly 12 weeks....starting from next monday....makes us wonder how time passes so fast...and how long i haven't blogged yet

been having less than 6 hours of sleep for the past two days...and that killed my concentration zzz...hard to think properly due to fatigue....

thought of smth that i dreamt for the past few days, having similar encounters (lucid dream perhaps?)...and that smth really makes me wonder....is that going to be true? is it going to even happen at all? cause right now, it's practically still the same, and I find that encounter hard to believe at all...not gonna happen so soon I guess, but somehow...I hope it will...because having similar dreams means some thing has changed, and weird enough, left eyebrow keeps twitching from out of the blue when I do my work...what does that all mean anyway....zzz...
aiiee...whatever man....that work pile is still increasing and I still feel guilty that I haven't really touched mathsssss.....hong and jas kept pestering me to do do do....I kept doing chem or bio instead...*wail* can't run away from it....lol

what he said really was relevant to me....im starting to get worried about GP alr...probably even for CSE...all that imbibing, recalling, writing, wow...shows that I'm not really studying much, and GP is that damn subject that will drop if u dun have that mood and energy, since doing a damn essay or a compre with a gong-gong mind is gonna break u down

always tell myself that i must work hard...must do this and that, even my bro, and even the guys, tell me to not think so much
i always tell myself not to be complacent, hence the negative remarks i tell myself..but that has really caused my mind to wander all around about my future and results...wowz...haywire...

gotta look at the present and do smth about it, work work work, with a little play inside too lol
bro got new games again.....wah, more distractions to handle at home alr....and there are also new games that i want and they arrive in Nov wth!!!

Obviously, He's really putting me to the test, trying to see how I handle work, distractions, communication with ppl, handling relationships with ppl...the lot to worry about....

as i break away from games gradually and study and revise, I gotta learn to prioritise and strategise properly, or else all that revision will be up to naught...also seek out that motivation to strive....cause doing this without something to spur u on, can make u a dead person and at a dead's end

ok, im feeling dead alr....sleep bah, tmr pway a bit of games, then do those revision papers...and I WILL do MATHS!!! (Ah Per, I hope u're reading this!!)