21 days...

about 21 days from now to the first A level paper for my class, other Chem peeps and me... (those taking Sciences)

this time period will soon zoom past very quickly, and we are here studying...mugging......
well, farewell assembly has already finished about a few days back! I'm honestly going to miss my class :(
even though there's some friction here and there, overall, this class is a hell load of fun and laughter!!! that's something to be really proud of here! S02 ROCKSSSSSS!!!!!
Pictures taken, memories recalled, trip down memory lane...i can alr imagine what we are after As...! the future is ours to embrace, after As!


now.....it's just maths, maths maths, and other subjects. Mostly maths, cause I don't want a stupid borderline pass or fail that I've gotten for the past 2 years...that's really damn sian....
other subjects....GP especially, need to relook and revamp my stuff...seeing how hard Ah Per is studying for maths makes me ponder over this wild card-like subject....
CSE is still ok....but I'm worried about the themes 1 and 2, got this feeling that these will be in essay qns, or worse, cross-thematic types.....the horror for CSE students, both H1 and H2...
Bio, an unsure subject....cause content needs to be relooked at and memorised consistently...if not then it's a no-go alr.....
Chem, my strongest, but!...looking and doing the other JCs' Prelim papers, makes me all jittery, that either this year's paper will be hard, mostly concept-based qns, or the other students in these JCs are so strong and prepared in their chem, that they can score well in the As, and in the end, it's us who lose out....can imagine the competition here...zzz...
u gotta admit, pj's paper is much simpler and more straightforward as compared to theirs....so whoever said that chem will be easy, u need to reconsider...well, that's what I feel...


I guess that the gradual effort we put in is really interrupted by the anxiety and the thought that we are not fully prepared...well, for me, I'm not gonna let it repeat again like O levels, this is alr the crossroads of my life and I should've woken up and start placing more effort for my future...we all have to....
encouragement..positive thinking...ppl we can talk to to lower our worries...these are all needed here....it's hard to just venture out there alone, facing this obstacle....
this is where family and friends come in....they may not always be there, but their presence, advice and concern, are really needed...

well, I guess it's about time to turn in and face the mock exam tmr, see how the effort I put in can be expressed through doing the questions correctly...


I'm here if you really need me or my help, someone to talk to alone or to help when needed. If you really do, I'll do what I can to help within my capability. That is, if your decision falls under this.