first time to have prom, and I guess it was pretty lively, partly thanks to the Muttons! never fail to make us laugh! should tune in to 987FM whenever I turn on the radio, from 4pm onwards
I'm really gonna miss my class.....sigh....yeah we've been through hell and made it together...and now another phase of our lives is about to begin...work, NS, etc...I'm gonna miss you guys...zzz
moral of the story: go out for gatherings whenever the opportunity arises! and when most are free I guess...chalet??? maybe ask manda
come to think of it, it's the 2nd week of the 5 months I have, and I'm quite bored. to. death. seriously.
"Idle hands are the devil's tools" -- so I need to find a job asap and not idle around looking at Fb pics or refreshing Twitter/Fb home pages!
well, on a lighter note, did managed to register at BBDC, get a driving licence, read up the highway code, guess I'm back to studying again...
better than nothing, guess I really need to fill up the huge void left behind by the rigorous JC study curriculum..there's really no pressure anymore, and I kinda miss that, or what every graduated JC student may face (not everyone of course)
maybe I can read up skill books of all sorts to gain more knowledge, cooking, simple repair, cleaning (gosh it sounds like the Sims, only but a 1000... times more complex :P)
maybe I can start to pick up the reading habit and read newspapers, catalogs, magazines, u name it
maybe I can start to prepare myself for the working life, get a bitter taste of the cold and cruel outside world of politics and gain more experience
maybe I should stop looking at Fb pics or new tweets, get a grip, move on, stop thinking so much and get on with it! advance further in life and keep a lookout for opportunities that God has planted in my everyday life and that I am so ignorant or preoccupied in my own world to even notice at all...yeah....I gotta be harsh on myself this time....I'm trapped in my own fantasy world...seems impossible to shun away from or suppress it....the mundane lifestyle of waking up at 9am plus plus, breakfast, playing, watching TV, lunch, playing, dinner, playing, playing, playing.....
I need to look at things from a broader perspective....at least that's what the Zodiac signs or whatever predictions u may call it....
well they are rather accurate, but on the other side, humans are just way way too complex to be categorised or properly defined...the different life experiences, bring-ups by your family, interactions, what we see, hear and perceive...yes, I've been reading up these Zodiac stuff (not on Fb please, I think those are just rather shallow, I look at the ones on Twitter, but you can say the same thing, stiLL! it's better than Fb!)
they tell u how the different ppl in their own respective Zodiac signs behave and all, and honestly, it's quite true, but don't fully believe it, as I've mentioned beforehand
I've tried to refer to what my impressions and observations are on the people I know, and wow...intriguing! many facts they mentioned do somehow perhaps match and some don't cause I don't really see it, cause it really shows the behaviours and mindsets of different people
gah, dun feel like giving examples here zzz...lazy to type and some may not be accurate (the word 'true' shouldn't be in here to describe)
go see for yourself if you have the time and have a Twitter account..some are reassuring, some can tell you how to perhaps deal with ppl of different Zodiac signs, and some can remind you on what not to do with different ppl
right....u can tell I'm bored and don't really type so much (this is probably the first few lol)
now....I gotta relax more until the start of 2011 lol, lazy spoilt brat u may say, but hey, exercising is a necessity so I'm working on not being a couch potato like last time in my younger years!
this period is about toughening up, sobering up, training up and many "ups" for my physical and mental ability...some things I have to let go, even though it takes time....I believe time is a double-edged sword, it can heal, but it can also hurt...the time passing by and not spending it with someone and not knowing each other's real intentions (spending here doesn't mean sitting next to each other, it can also mean just knowing each other's presence too you know)
I'm not gonna hide it already, not gonna put my words in white so people won't see my 'secret' words or communication
words spoken on a lifeless machine here are also ineffective in saying the correct message, so I'm not going to 'spill out' my feelings and cause another misunderstanding again here
I don't have much to say here, because it's not gonna help or change much, especially someone's mindset or thinking, it's his/her own individual thoughts
I just want to know you more, that's all, talk to you whenever an anticipated opportunity arises
this may sound rather cheesy or awkward, but, it would be enjoyable to talk
right, I guess it's time to get off liao...another day, another 24 hours of our lives spent..ok I don't know what to type alr, hence the abrupt ending!...tmr awaits, and I wonder how should I spend my time now...gotta plan...
cyas!
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